Have you ever had that time in your life where your stuck and confused? Thats me right now. Stuck. Just wondering what my purpose in life is, and how to find it. The holiday’s tend to do this to me….This year I have turned into your regular ‘ol Grinch! Thats right friends I have been Scrooged! Maybe it is the hustle and bustle of the holiday’s, and forgetting about why I celebrate Christmas. I am in a pit right now, and trying to dig out. I am not sure about my path right now, and where it will lead me, and my trust is fading. The biggest question I have is Who am I? Ugh! I know I was given talents, but I don’t feel pulled into any certain direction. So as my life keeps going on one day at time I feel more and more distant from the who I am, and what I am. I need some focus, and determination. I have started training hard again for the bicycle racing season coming up, and it has helped a little, but all it is an escape from the truth. Thankfully I have my Bike Man to keep grounded, and support me.
Today I have a Christmas Oyster Roast party and a tea time at the Williamsburg Inn, so hopefully my spirits will be lifted. I could really use a spiked glass of egg nog right now!